Sleep

Today's debrief dragged till 7.pm.

Mr Wong talked to the field NCOs today and kept repeating this phrase " give you all chance" as if condoning some deplorable mistake made by us.

The controversial hierarchy system inaugurated months ago is finally taking its toll on the competency and organization of the NCOs.
Things are usually done last minute and carried out haphazardly.


Some sec 3s were milling about the tent they were pitching were berated because someone said "Mission Failed". So much for the extraneous remarks.
Bernard is now entrapped in a tangle of hatred, its like the daunting past of the 'war', that very epilogue, forever embedded into his mind. Concise, to him, its like as if the Sec 3s formed a coalition to challenge the bloc of the C.is. Zhen Ning suggested that we boycott training en bloc if things turn really sour.

The festering boredome once again returned to haunt me, entangling me in its ever so vise-like grip. Campcraft is seriously a waste of time. Npcc could have allocated time to much prefered enriching sessions or activities(such as kayaking) rather than coerce us to spend time sitting on the gravel or soggy ground, or sometimes desiccated ones, tying knots and lashings which 'are' vital for survival in the wild.

The superfluous Maggis were given away to the sec 3s after training ended.

My body seemed to have the natural ability to produce sedatives. i feel drowsy and sleeply almost everyday. If i don't sleep in the afternoon i would be void of the energy i need and would be so frigging lethargic. Concentration fades into intensifying urges for sleep as my focus breaks periodically. On the contrary, sleeping would result in torpor and simulation of insomnia at night. pretty 'cool' huh.

Everything i blogged about today is so random and tangential.